Compliment

Dear all,

Have you ever wonder how do people feel after been compliment by someone? Happy? Touch? Upset? Sad? Angry? Let me tell you a story.

Once upon a time, there was a low profile, lame and unorganised girl. What in her mind is, she doesn't care what people might think about her so long as she feels comfortable with herself. She was surrounded with beautiful girls. It drove her to be one. However, as time goes by she gave up. This is because no matter what she did, she will end up makes herself look stupid and embarrassed herself.

Her best friend is one of the most popular girls in school. To be honest, it’s been hard to her. Of course, she feels jealous but friendship is more important than beauty. She kept it inside without letting her friend know about it.

After a while, this girl felt in love with someone so called "retired womanizer". As a successful womanizer, of course he was surrounded with tremendous beautiful girl. It makes her felt so insecure. The worst part is, in rank 1 -10 she just gets 6 to 7. Means, she’s not even pretty in his eyes. It is more than enough to make her unmotivated.

Since that day, she always looks at beautiful girl and say, hey that girl is beautiful. In fact, she’s actually saying, I’m not like them. She love attention and always wants to be the centre of attraction. She loves when someone said she has nice cloth, look different when she put on makeup, looks this and that.

Her boyfriend (her boys buddy) never said anything about her appearance exept condemning her. Again, she feels down and less motivated. She did watch a video about beauty. In the video stated that, beauty is abstract. We can’t define beauty. But still she needs a compliment.

Recently, she met a guy. Actually she knows about him long time ago but never talk to each other. He is retired womanizer, sweet talker, handsome and gentleman. To be honest, being compliment by him is something that she never thought. Hellooo~~ you are being compliment by womanizer ok! LOL.

Tell you what, even though it is a lie but at least in some way, it makes her feel better and appreciated. By saying, you are not beautiful but cute in your own way is enough to make her smile all day. Instead of saying pretty rather than beautiful is unique in a sense of appreciating the girl existence. To the man who has complemented her, thank you so much. I know you are lying but at least I’m happy to see her smile and get blushing.

p/s: I am beautiful as the way I am ^_^

Patience

Dear all,

I am sooooooo happy and I don't know how to express it. Alhamdullilah I got 4.00 for my internship!!! The flat four (4 flat). hahaha.. I screamed out loud when I know my result. The thing is I got a dream that I will get either B+ or A-. That’s why I am so nervous to wait for the result. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! Still wanna scream now LOL

I know its sounds silly to be happy about it but for me it is something that I should be proud of. C’mon! 4 years studying in UTP and never get DL award. Suddenly I get 4 flat. It does really help me a lot.

Alhamdullilah. The tears, anger, stress and sadness are paid with the good result. I would like to thank to those who are always supporting and help me through my internship. It’s pretty hard though. However, with your support and guidance, I manage to get through it.

So peeps, what can I say, in whatever things you do, be strong and patience. He has a better plan for you. If you didn’t get the pay right here right now, do believe you will get the pay later. And if someone makes you feel bad, mad or sad, do believe it’s not your job to punish him/her. Let them be. Forgive them. He will arrange something bigger for you to teach them.

p/s: Human interaction is like nail and walls.

Happy Birthday Abang! =D

Dear All,

Look Deep Inside The Eyes, What Did You See? =D

This silly girl had plan something for him, a day before his birthday. From
UTP ---> Zoo Taiping ---> Gunung Lang Ipoh ---> Jusco ---> UTP ---> Tesco Pengkalan ---> UTP

This entry is dedicated for him. =D

Errr...

Honestly, he looks like this when he's stress or angry =S

I can't tell you how I feel but I am "The Crying Machine", my tears burst out when I see his smile. hehehe..We do enjoy ourself yesterday. Since 7.30, we leaved UTP and back to UTP around 12 sth. Once we reach UTP, our friends are waiting for him. ngeee ngeee. Prank time! Sorry lalink~

Happy Birthday Sayang! May Allah bless you. Hopefully, you are getting better as compared to before. Be happier, more successful, cheerful, less stress, more productive. In short, be more positive and less negative. Semoga sayang berjaya di dunia dan akhirat. You are the best thing I ever had. Alhamdullilah.

p/s: will always remember this " Just wear it, you look nice with it". Glurp~ Blushing!! =D

What Do People Mean by Be Yourself?

Hai all!

How's thing going? I would like to ask your opinion. Have you heard people said to you " c,mon! be yourself. Everythings gonna be fine". What do you think about those words?

For me personally its hard to be myself. hehehe why? Coz I keep looking at others and said "Why I cant be like them?" Look at it in good perspective, its good for our bettermen. But what if the other way round? It tends to make us not thankful with what we have.

Take it this way. If you are trying to look beautiful while you are not, it makes you look horible. If you are trying to get attention while you are not the centre of attraction, it makes you look desperate. Lets combine both! You look horrible and desperate..tadaaaa! magic...hahahaha..Just feel like playing with words tonight.

So people, the points are; be yourself and be happy with it. Because you look stupid when you try to be like others..hehehe and such a pitiful when he doesnt notice it...

p/s: its been hard sometimes. wish you know this =D

Mr. X

Hai All,



My post tonight gonna be something emo. Due to some technical problem with my brain wiring, Im a bit ting tong. I need your opinion. What do you think about Mr. / Ms. X ?? What I mean is your future husband or wife.



We never know who is our wife / husband. Never know when he/she will appear. Never know how he/she will look like. Never know his/her behaviour. Never know where is he/she. But what we know is at one time, in a moment, somewhere he/she is our Mr/Ms X.

Having experienced of unworkable relationship really give a big impact on me. Its not that Im not happy now but I can't stop thinking what is going to happen if the same thing occur? You may say I had a day dream or my expectation is too high but the reason of Im having a relationship now is only aim for marriage. Perhaps its too early but I take it seriously.

I know its beyond my control. What can I say " If its stated that he is destiny to be with me, make our heart closer. If he is not, hopefully my heart can accept it calmly and peacefully. Yes, he is the person that Im looking for but Im not sure what is His Plan. Can I be with him? "

What I know, I love him. ( If you feel like vomitting, please do so. I dont care.LOL).

p/s: need to get back to my report. =D adios amigos!!

Congratulation =D

Hai everyone! Say cheeseeee =D

Im officially announce that I wanna get married! teeeeet! Absolutely not. hehe. I would like to tell you that Im done with my internship. Yeay! I had learnt lots in 7 month. Of course its nothing much about my studies but I do learnt about life experience.

So, after this Im back to student lifestyle. BUT. I wanna make it more interesting rather than just test, quiz, exam, project and assigment. ermm one of the reason why is because errrr because errrr on June Semester errrr hehehe dont wanna tell you =D

Thank you for your moral support ( listen for my complaints, etc), comments, opinion, care and help. Congratulations peoples!

p/s: Ending of Something is The Beginning of Another Things

Super Eira ^_^

Hai all!

Im back...hehehe..I thought I wanna update my blog once I reach my room but something wrong with my account and it fixed around 9 sth. Then I watched variety show "Running Man" till now. So what happened today? Let me begin with a few scenes occured today.

Scene 1: A married couple with one kid (Ah Boy). Both (husband and wife) are blind and the kid is not. Imagine inside the bus, the kid sit on the end left, mom in the middle and dad on the right. How do they communicate? Through sense and touch. Mom passed the junk food to dad without knowing where is his hand but imazingly, the food didnt fall of even a single of it. I cant imagine the boy bring his parent from the bus terminal to their destination. He is approximately 10 or 11 years old. I am amaze with them espeacially their relationship and bonding.

Scene 2: An old man approximately 60++ years old inside the STAR. Looking around with unsure face. Asking a girl " Adik, do I need to change to another STAR to go to Puduraya?" The girl " No need uncle. Just stay here. That one going to Ampang". The old man" ooo.That day I need to transfer to another LRT." The girl smile. Once reach the station, the old man just sit. The girl told the old man, he needs to take off from this station. The old man hurried and left the LRT.

Scene 3: A lady approximately late 50 outside of Masjid Jamek LRT station. Trying look around and finding someone to ask for help. Suddenly " Adik, which way to go to LRT?" The girl " Which LRT?" The lady " Kelana Jaya". The girl, " ooo im heading there too. Just follow me and I'll show you". Smiled. They crossed the road and the lady said" This way is it? Its ok I go first". The girl let her go by herself. Guess what? The lady queaue at the worng counter. The girl called her and said its not that way. She shows her the right way. She thank her and said this is the first time for her.

Scene 4: In front of Putra LRT door. While waiting for the LRT, a man approximately 40 sth approached the girl. He asked " Adik, which way is going to Setiawangsa". The girl said " this way". Smiled.

Scene 5: 2 young couple. One couple approximately 20 sth and other one approximately 30 sth. Now we focus on the 1st couple. They are sitting.The girl leaning her head on the guy shoulder. Without a word, the guy's hand hug her from behind and the other hand holding each other. Feel soo comfort. Now we talk about 2nd couple. They are also sitting. The girl didnt talk much. They guy tease her, make jokes, and they laugh. I would say, they are playing around. Haha..

Lesson Learnt:
1. He had a better plan for us. We can plan but doesnt ensure its gonna work
2. When we love someone:
- We dont need to see them
- We dont need their shoulder
- We dont need to have them all around
It is because
- We use our heart to feel / sense their love, not by our eyes
- We use their strength to keep motivated and be strong
- We will always feel their presence eventhough they are not near
3. In life, they are peoples who are willingly help others with no reason. Find them!
4. Sometimes we cant see our partner, cant cry on his/her shoulder, cant be with him/her. Let's think about it. Why do you need your partner? For his/her eyes? shoulder? Mouth? We are made to complement each other. They cant be around 24 hours. Because they are your 911.Operating 24 hours. Be there asap when you need them but not always there with you =D

p/s: simply share my thoughts. Inpire by the blind and young couple, a lady and the old man.