Super Girl

Super girl doesn't cry

Super girl doesn't looks gloom

Super girl will be fine

Super girl knows how to handle the problems

p/s: Handle the problems with care. I always realize when the problems come, but I never notice when the problems are gone.

I'm A Dreamer

Hai All,

Have u ever mixed around with the type of peoples who are always surrounded by fans? M kinna have experienced it before. Ermmm I can't deny that I'm kinna follow their attitude now. LOL. Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that I’m surrounded by fans but I'm following the way there are thinking.

Fyi, during my schools time, I was surrounded by players. Basically they are not sportsman / sportswoman. LOL. They are totally the type of peoples who always changing their partner or kinna well - known peoples. If they didn't attract to others, others will attracted to them. Funny rite?

In fact, they are changing now. Now, they are avoiding the term " in a relationship". They are still straight. It just, they said, they are bored with their life before and they wanna focus on their future. They are more determined on where they are going to and what they want to do.

Perhaps I'm a type of person who easily adjusts my life planning. I know where I'm going to and what I want to do. I just want to feel and appreciate the opportunity that I've now. I know, I can't reach the time that I've set for myself . After got the news one of my friends who are like my brother passed away yesterday, had really2 change my mind.

For now, I would say, I'll be like who am I for last two years. I will work hard for everything that I need to do today because I'm afraid there is no tomorrow for me. I just don't want to spoil other dreams as I've did it for twice. I always being me and I'll be fine.

In fact, truth is hurt though you didn't mean it. Facing the same thing for twice is a difference story. No matter how hard I want to fix it but its end up with the same ending.

p/s: I didn't mean to be a dream spoiler. Because I thought I’m the ones who create dreams for u. I'm sorry for everything.

Sick

Hi all

For today entry, I would like to ask your opinions. Am I toooo paranoid? I don't know. I feel like I'm just taking an early precautions. Perhaps I'm pampering myself to much. .sigh

It's hard to explain my condition right now. It's only easier to talk to my mom because she knows my current health status. huhuhu..Because she's taking care of me since I'm kid. So, when I told her that I'm having a fever or pain at the chest or headache, she'll know what's wrong with me. I'm not doubting the doctor here and I can't put blame on them. It just that, I can't bear with it when they keep saying I'm stress or even yesterday the doctor asked me, why did I going to the clinic sooo frequently.

Fyi, if I'm stress I would get angry easily, get annoyed and I would avoid myself from being in the public. I do agree with the doctors when they said I'm thinking about it too much. What do you expect? You wanna me to faint first? I'm not saying that I'm having a medical background so I know what happened to me. It just that, I need reference and opinion from the doctor.

I think I need to restructure my life and I guess I can't trust and depend on the doctors here. New mission for this semester ( almost end already =P) , I wanna having a better life. As what my buddy said, I need to do some exercises, eat veggie and sleep properly. No more excuses.

p/s: From Him We Come, and To Him We Back

Happy 2oth to Ira

Dear Ira,

Hai Ira, How are you? Hope you are happy...I know you are...right??? hehehe...

Here I would like to wish you Happy Birthday! hehehe...you are 20 now...can you imagine? There's no more -een for you..lol..don't be sad because from -een, now you are becoming -ty. Right?

Ira. In 20 years, we had went through so many things together. I know you in and out. I knew you deeply. I know when you happy, sad, energetic, a little bit "diva" and so on. Indeed, you can't lie to me. Here are my wishes for you:

Ira, you've grown up. You've change a lot. I mean it. You changed from childish you and becoming more matured you. From emotional you to chill you. From serious you and becoming cheerful you. lol. If m gonna list them here, they gonna take more entry..hehehe So hopefully, you keep learning. No matter what happened, learn from that situation or problems.

Congratulation Ira! Now, you manage to control your emotion. I know you are learning a phrase to be apply in your life which is "what ever". Its good habits. No matter how bad and terrible people do to you, you'll say "whatever, I don't mind".

Hopefully Ira, we will be together no matter what happened. No matter how much changes you wanna do in your life, never ever forget me. Just to let you know, no matter what happened, I'll always with you. We'll be twin until the end of our life.

With lots of love,

-Tengku Izza-

p/s: thank you so much for the birthday party. Im really3 appreciate it... thank you (^_^)v