Smash

Remember diz. Dont let the emotion controls u but u've to control them. aahhhh~~ it was tiring. Fight wit our own feeling. It was ok when we can make things clear.Perhaps our feeling start to accept the fact and we r in rational state. But when we receive another smash! feeeuuuhhh~~ dush dush~~ erkkk~~ we collapsed.

Receiving the same momentum of smash make me tired. weeeeeeeeee~~~ straight go into my heart. please! take 5 needed here~~ hello~~ can u hear me~~ huhuhu.. i was wondering, i wanna smash back, i'll get harder smash. I wanna avoid it, i'll loose mark. So, wat should I do?

p/s: m learning to be stronger but not harder, to be softer but not weaker. however, i dont know how to =_="

Crazy

Owh...U've made my day..u drive me crazy..bcoz of u, my day start at nite..bcoz of u had made my life even more complicated...it was soooooo nice of u...my life turn up side down. Everything jumble up juz bcoz of u..

Juz one more thing. I wanna let u know, no matter how nice and sweet u r, u owe me! Fine I will let u control me diz time. Fine u win! M back of. Remember diz, dont get tooo happy tooo sooon. Juz wait until the exam week. I will teach u a lesson.

p/s: its not for anyone.

Why?

Please change your mode into disappointed mode in order to understand the post.

Have u ever encounter a situation where by u feel dat u r the victim of the situation? Perhaps never. Naaaa~~ let’s make it short.

M wonder..did I ever disturb the other ppl relationship? This is not the first but more than three times its happened. Its kinna offense. M not going to tell u the exact story but juz wanna tell u dat m disappointed with it.

M happy with the progress but I realize the presence of me will ruin everything.

M sorry to say but the best way is making a distance. I dunno how long the distance will be.

p/s: perhaps u don’t know how the feeling was. Juz imagine how the feeling is when excited changed to upset

A Letter

Dear you,

How r u?? Hope u r fine though I know u r not. Actually I wanna ask wat hppnd to u?? Looks like u r not in a good shape. Don't u know dat m owez looking at you without u realizing it?

Do you realize wat had hppnd to urself for diz fews weeks? M soooo worry about u. Don't u feel well? Headache, vomit, fever, hard to breath, etc. Wat diz? Don't you take care of urself? U owez having headache. Why? Again I wanna say, m worry about you. M not only worry about your health but also ur study. I heard dat you owez skip class. Why? Don't you remember your goal for diz sem?

I tell you wat. You r too pampering urself. Sorry no offense. Please! Be stronger. Fight the feeling. Fight the sickness. Fight as much as you can. I feel sad looking at you at one side but I can't do anything. I feel bad when I juz can look at you from a distance but can't do anything for you.

I hope you will feel better after you read my letter. No matter wat, m owez here looking at you and owez be there to support you. Hopefully, one day you will realize the presence of me in your life. You will realize there is some1 at one side of u is worry about you.

Best Regard,

Another side of You