How best and worst things can be

Hello everyone,

 I read a story about an old man, donkey and well. I feel like it was an interesting story. The story begin when the donkey falls into a well. The old man, as an owner of the well think that he should cover the well. He found out there was a donkey inside. He talked to himself, nothing he can do beside covering the well. He ignored the donkey and start covering the well. The donkey shouted and begged for help. The old man keep put in the sands. The donkey falls once in a while but he keep shouting and get up. Then the donkey reliase, if it keeps getting up, it can safe its life. It get up continously and finally it safe.

For the past few weeks, I always wondering what will be my future.Who is destiny to be my husband? How my life with him? Will he be my husband? Why so many things happened for the couple of months ago? Why I feel safe and comfortable with this person? What does this sign means? These questions keep bothering me.

What is the relationship between the questions and the donkey? I’m wondering too much about my future till I forgot about my present. I should treasure today as I don’t know is there tomorrow for me. Why should I worry about how best and worst things can be? Allah had planned everything for me. He is the greatest and smartest planner of all. Yes, this is my life and I have choice to choose which way to go.

Let me put it this way. Donkey is life. Sands are challenges. Challenges will always come into your life regardless who you are. Do you realize that you grow, learn, and the most important thing is being you through all the challenges that you faced? Challenges had molded and shaped you into who are you now. As I’m bothering too much about my future, I stayed inside the well without doing anything. Worrying about who is meant for me is kinda headache though. I should put my trust on Him, keep moving on and get up regardless whatever happened to me. When the time has come, I can escape from the well and meet the perfect guy.

p/s: the perfect man doesn’t mean the perfect for me =D

False Alarms

Dear all,

It’s been quite sometimes I didn’t update myself. So here I am for the quick update. Recently Kuantan, Kemaman, and Dungun were affected by flood. In fact, even Johor and Melaka were affected too. Alhamdullilah everything is getting better day by day. It was a great experience I would say. Going out finding foods, clean water and taking shower with only 3 pails of water. Can you imagine? Fuuuhh~~ I just realize perfume is a thoughtful invention. Hahahaha.

Beside flood things, my life was just the same. I received a news that my boss gonna resign soon. It was a great lost honestly. When I’m emotionally attached with someone, it is kinda hard to lose them. Well, I know we have whatsapp, Line, Viber, FB etc, but it’s not the same as face to face interaction. I feel sad because he is my first manager and he’s the one who mould me for the past 10 months. He guided me the way of doing things one by one without letting me feel stupid. Aishhh~~ I just realize that people keep coming and go from my life. I don’t know whether it was a sign but I feel sad about it.

In February, someone will leave me too. That person keep saying, “whatever Ira, while I’m here”. T.T and I keep scolding him when he said so. I hope our friendship will last till the end even though I just get to know him for 10 months.  Knowing him taught me to be a bit easy going. Do not put too much pressure on the things that are not necessary or yet to happen. The thing is that, I always look silly, blur and clumsy in front of him. Ok fine! Ottoke~~ it’s me anyway. Hehehe. I’m admiring the way he handle his life. With all those things happened in his life before really teach me a lot on the values of being independent, strong, friendship and never show to people how bad your day is.

So, that’s all for today.   

p/s: Evacuating my heart as I keep receiving false alarms. =P