To My Best Buddy

Hi All,

" If he is for me, get rid of the gap between my heart and his. If he is not for me, make me feel calm with what You had planned" .

To my beloved best buddy, Happy Birthday!!!! Thank you for your time and effort to comfort me. Be a good listener. Be the one that I can fight with. Be a positive side of me. I still remember the moment when I asked you to find a new grilfriend, you said " aishhhh, I have many responsibilities; to my parents, studies and you". I said " what?? me??" He said " yeaaa, you. How can I handle both, my girlfriend and you, the emo2 girl". =_=" grrrrr yea thats you. toooo frank.

Anyway best buddy, you are a great guy. We be friend since I am 10 years old n you are 11 years old. You are one of them who keep teasing me n I will chase you guys all around the school. I feel good when I think about our chilhood. You and your gang teasing girls, feel good being popular and playing with the girls feeling. Group of popular guys who think they are good enough. hehehe..

Lastly, I wish you'll find your future wife soon. I want you to be happy. I feel good to have a best buddy like you. Let me tell you something, I would not allow any girl playing around with you. If she messing up with you, meaning she is messing up with me. You know rite who I am referring to? hehehehe...gotcha!!!! Again, happy birthday best buddy!! I hope you'll be happy forever and be stronger. Stay cool as you always do.

p/s: there are big ship and small ship. The best is friendship (^_^)v . Drop by sometimes, I'll treat you. Promise ^_^

12 May 2011

Hi all,

Something is hard to explain by words. ahhhhh~~~ such a long time I didn't feel like this. Crying like hell n can't stop. Why did I cry? hmmmm~~ I'm waiting for it. I even wish it to come earlier but when I need to face it, it's hard for me. Yea it's kinda hard for me to face it. I admit that I don't really love UTP but it's hard for me to let everything here.(even single things). hmmmm life must go on no matter what.

p/s: I'll keep everything with me in a book call "memories". Love you guys.

Pieces of Time

Another year, another chance

To start my lives anew;

This time I’ll leap old barriers

To have a real breakthrough.

I’ll take one little step

And then I'll take one more,

My unlimited potential

I’ll totally explore.

I’ll show off all my talents

Everyone will be inspired;

While I’m writing this,
I’m getting very tired

I’ll read and learn a lot,
All my goals will be accomplished,
Sigh...or maybe not

Looking back on the months gone by,

As a new year starts and an old one ends,

I contemplate what brought my joy,

And I think of my loved ones and my friends.

Recalling all the happy times,

Remembering how they enriched my lives,

I reflect upon who really counts,

As the fresh and bright new year arrives

Let me stand in the thick of the fight,
Let me bear what I must without whining;
Grant me the wisdom to do what is right,
Though a thousand false beacons are shining.

Let me be true as the steel of a blade,
Make me bigger than skillful or clever;
Teach me to cling to my best, unafraid,
And harken to false gospels, never.

Let me be brave when the burden is great,
Faithful when wounded by sorrow;
Teach me, when troubled, with patience to wait
The better and brighter to-morrow.

Spare me from hatred and envy and shame,
Open my eyes to life's beauty;
Let not the glitter of fortune or fame
Blind me to what is my duty.

Let me be true to myself to the end,
Let me stand to my task without whining;
Let me be right as a man, as a friend,
Though a thousand false beacons are shining

At this moment, I was thinking about someone who inspired me in his way. Who challenged my weaknesses. Who suddenly appear after a long break. Who make fun of me when m emotional. Who knows me in and out. U can be a father who nags his daughter. Sometimes u like a brother who protects his sister. U be a lover who cares and loves with no reasons. And u be a good listener as a friend.

p/s: Happy New Year to All. Tears is not a good start. M wonder how will it ends.

Why?

Please change your mode into disappointed mode in order to understand the post.

Have u ever encounter a situation where by u feel dat u r the victim of the situation? Perhaps never. Naaaa~~ let’s make it short.

M wonder..did I ever disturb the other ppl relationship? This is not the first but more than three times its happened. Its kinna offense. M not going to tell u the exact story but juz wanna tell u dat m disappointed with it.

M happy with the progress but I realize the presence of me will ruin everything.

M sorry to say but the best way is making a distance. I dunno how long the distance will be.

p/s: perhaps u don’t know how the feeling was. Juz imagine how the feeling is when excited changed to upset

Drama Queen Part I

Wanna share wit u my happy moment wit Tuah Production. In diz part, let me introduce the actor, actress and crews.

Left

Syafiq@Stageman

Ping @ Tun Teja ( young version)

Wit my sons and husband

Mafia Family

From left

Nik@Hang Jebat, Eira@Mom,Wafiy@Dad,Amirul@Hang Tuah

Pohvin@Script Writter and Fatin@Propswoman

Nadia@Script Writter and Nisya`@Propswoman

Anas@Victim

Atika@Stagewoman

Ikram@ Secretary and Watiq@ Big Boss

From Left

Ayin and Amir @ Technician Crews

Practise

Shira@Asst. Director

Forgot their name =_=" sorry~~

Act as guard

Amna@ Tun Teja (old version)

Ajun@Director

Tuah Production

2nd from right

Haziq@ Tun Perak

Practise

hehehe...practise to be a good mother and wife (^_^)