Thursday, January 12, 2012

What Do People Mean by Be Yourself?

Hai all!

How's thing going? I would like to ask your opinion. Have you heard people said to you " c,mon! be yourself. Everythings gonna be fine". What do you think about those words?

For me personally its hard to be myself. hehehe why? Coz I keep looking at others and said "Why I cant be like them?" Look at it in good perspective, its good for our bettermen. But what if the other way round? It tends to make us not thankful with what we have.

Take it this way. If you are trying to look beautiful while you are not, it makes you look horible. If you are trying to get attention while you are not the centre of attraction, it makes you look desperate. Lets combine both! You look horrible and desperate..tadaaaa! magic...hahahaha..Just feel like playing with words tonight.

So people, the points are; be yourself and be happy with it. Because you look stupid when you try to be like others..hehehe and such a pitiful when he doesnt notice it...

p/s: its been hard sometimes. wish you know this =D

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Mr. X

Hai All,



My post tonight gonna be something emo. Due to some technical problem with my brain wiring, Im a bit ting tong. I need your opinion. What do you think about Mr. / Ms. X ?? What I mean is your future husband or wife.



We never know who is our wife / husband. Never know when he/she will appear. Never know how he/she will look like. Never know his/her behaviour. Never know where is he/she. But what we know is at one time, in a moment, somewhere he/she is our Mr/Ms X.




Having experienced of unworkable relationship really give a big impact on me. Its not that Im not happy now but I can't stop thinking what is going to happen if the same thing occur? You may say I had a day dream or my expectation is too high but the reason of Im having a relationship now is only aim for marriage. Perhaps its too early but I take it seriously.


I know its beyond my control. What can I say " If its stated that he is destiny to be with me, make our heart closer. If he is not, hopefully my heart can accept it calmly and peacefully. Yes, he is the person that Im looking for but Im not sure what is His Plan. Can I be with him? "


What I know, I love him. ( If you feel like vomitting, please do so. I dont care.LOL).

p/s: need to get back to my report. =D adios amigos!!














Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Congratulation =D

Hai everyone! Say cheeseeee =D




Im officially announce that I wanna get married! teeeeet! Absolutely not. hehe. I would like to tell you that Im done with my internship. Yeay! I had learnt lots in 7 month. Of course its nothing much about my studies but I do learnt about life experience.


So, after this Im back to student lifestyle. BUT. I wanna make it more interesting rather than just test, quiz, exam, project and assigment. ermm one of the reason why is because errrr because errrr on June Semester errrr hehehe dont wanna tell you =D


Thank you for your moral support ( listen for my complaints, etc), comments, opinion, care and help. Congratulations peoples!


p/s: Ending of Something is The Beginning of Another Things

Monday, November 21, 2011

Super Eira ^_^

Hai all!

Im back...hehehe..I thought I wanna update my blog once I reach my room but something wrong with my account and it fixed around 9 sth. Then I watched variety show "Running Man" till now. So what happened today? Let me begin with a few scenes occured today.

Scene 1: A married couple with one kid (Ah Boy). Both (husband and wife) are blind and the kid is not. Imagine inside the bus, the kid sit on the end left, mom in the middle and dad on the right. How do they communicate? Through sense and touch. Mom passed the junk food to dad without knowing where is his hand but imazingly, the food didnt fall of even a single of it. I cant imagine the boy bring his parent from the bus terminal to their destination. He is approximately 10 or 11 years old. I am amaze with them espeacially their relationship and bonding.

Scene 2: An old man approximately 60++ years old inside the STAR. Looking around with unsure face. Asking a girl " Adik, do I need to change to another STAR to go to Puduraya?" The girl " No need uncle. Just stay here. That one going to Ampang". The old man" ooo.That day I need to transfer to another LRT." The girl smile. Once reach the station, the old man just sit. The girl told the old man, he needs to take off from this station. The old man hurried and left the LRT.

Scene 3: A lady approximately late 50 outside of Masjid Jamek LRT station. Trying look around and finding someone to ask for help. Suddenly " Adik, which way to go to LRT?" The girl " Which LRT?" The lady " Kelana Jaya". The girl, " ooo im heading there too. Just follow me and I'll show you". Smiled. They crossed the road and the lady said" This way is it? Its ok I go first". The girl let her go by herself. Guess what? The lady queaue at the worng counter. The girl called her and said its not that way. She shows her the right way. She thank her and said this is the first time for her.

Scene 4: In front of Putra LRT door. While waiting for the LRT, a man approximately 40 sth approached the girl. He asked " Adik, which way is going to Setiawangsa". The girl said " this way". Smiled.

Scene 5: 2 young couple. One couple approximately 20 sth and other one approximately 30 sth. Now we focus on the 1st couple. They are sitting.The girl leaning her head on the guy shoulder. Without a word, the guy's hand hug her from behind and the other hand holding each other. Feel soo comfort. Now we talk about 2nd couple. They are also sitting. The girl didnt talk much. They guy tease her, make jokes, and they laugh. I would say, they are playing around. Haha..

Lesson Learnt:
1. He had a better plan for us. We can plan but doesnt ensure its gonna work
2. When we love someone:
- We dont need to see them
- We dont need their shoulder
- We dont need to have them all around
It is because
- We use our heart to feel / sense their love, not by our eyes
- We use their strength to keep motivated and be strong
- We will always feel their presence eventhough they are not near
3. In life, they are peoples who are willingly help others with no reason. Find them!
4. Sometimes we cant see our partner, cant cry on his/her shoulder, cant be with him/her. Let's think about it. Why do you need your partner? For his/her eyes? shoulder? Mouth? We are made to complement each other. They cant be around 24 hours. Because they are your 911.Operating 24 hours. Be there asap when you need them but not always there with you =D

p/s: simply share my thoughts. Inpire by the blind and young couple, a lady and the old man.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

What About Now

Hai all,

Welcome back to myself!! A lot of things happened in the last few days. There are fun, sad, emotional, and joy. Someone told me that " Why should we care if people care about us or not", " Why should we depends on others to help us".

Ermmm I would say, what happened in the last few days makes me realise something.


  1. No matter how hard we try hard for others, they never see what we have done for them. The more we give, the more they request without noticing our effort to get it done.


  2. When we do something, we just need our effort to be acknowledge and feel like being appreciated.


  3. When we do something, others may not noticing it for the sake of their goods.


  4. Word "HELP" can be interprate as ' can you do this for me? I need to submit it to the boss'


  5. Phrase " Thank you for your help" is equal to ' you help me with my KPI'


  6. Phrase " its important for me" is equal to ' it shows how my perfomance is. Please do it asap as you can'


  7. What goes around will comes around.


My internship experience is not as good as others. Obstacles, hard times, bitter and sweet moments will make me who I am next semester. I always tell myself, " its ok ira, at least you experience something that others dont. What they give what they get. Patience".



Finally, I learnt to say " I dont care"and "Whatever". It may sounds selfish but who cares!



p/s: I might be by myself but Im not alone.

Friday, September 30, 2011

Mission

Mission : Complete the progress report and sleep
Mission's Status : 95% completed and cannot sleep
Current status : Dangerous. May lead to tears eruptions
Agent's status : Emotionally injured
Causes : Eyes and Heart attack
Victim : SNZ
Strategy : Launching self - reflection application and press the self-control button

Time reporting 4.40 am in agent's secrete room.

p/s: Pretending like I dont know. Im respecting yours as someone's and please do respect mine as someone's.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

^_^

Hai All,

Being someone who live in her own imagination life is not that bad either. Why? Because her imagination can make her happy eventhough its not real. BUT! There is a big BUT there. When the truth appear, it smash on her face until she can't get up.

A said that, " u watched movie too much. Its just a movie, not reality" . I do admit that sometimes when I watch a movie, I did smile by myself, imagining it happens to me and I even cry myself, imagining what if it happens to me.

So, lets ask yourself. When is the last time you imagining things? Is it during primary school? or earlier than that. I do not feel ashame to admit that I still have my own imaginary friends. Who are they? Of course, my bear2 in my room.

p/s: Be happy no matter how hard it will be. Cheers! =D

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