Super Girl

Super girl doesn't cry

Super girl doesn't looks gloom

Super girl will be fine

Super girl knows how to handle the problems

p/s: Handle the problems with care. I always realize when the problems come, but I never notice when the problems are gone.

I'm A Dreamer

Hai All,

Have u ever mixed around with the type of peoples who are always surrounded by fans? M kinna have experienced it before. Ermmm I can't deny that I'm kinna follow their attitude now. LOL. Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that I’m surrounded by fans but I'm following the way there are thinking.

Fyi, during my schools time, I was surrounded by players. Basically they are not sportsman / sportswoman. LOL. They are totally the type of peoples who always changing their partner or kinna well - known peoples. If they didn't attract to others, others will attracted to them. Funny rite?

In fact, they are changing now. Now, they are avoiding the term " in a relationship". They are still straight. It just, they said, they are bored with their life before and they wanna focus on their future. They are more determined on where they are going to and what they want to do.

Perhaps I'm a type of person who easily adjusts my life planning. I know where I'm going to and what I want to do. I just want to feel and appreciate the opportunity that I've now. I know, I can't reach the time that I've set for myself . After got the news one of my friends who are like my brother passed away yesterday, had really2 change my mind.

For now, I would say, I'll be like who am I for last two years. I will work hard for everything that I need to do today because I'm afraid there is no tomorrow for me. I just don't want to spoil other dreams as I've did it for twice. I always being me and I'll be fine.

In fact, truth is hurt though you didn't mean it. Facing the same thing for twice is a difference story. No matter how hard I want to fix it but its end up with the same ending.

p/s: I didn't mean to be a dream spoiler. Because I thought I’m the ones who create dreams for u. I'm sorry for everything.

Sick

Hi all

For today entry, I would like to ask your opinions. Am I toooo paranoid? I don't know. I feel like I'm just taking an early precautions. Perhaps I'm pampering myself to much. .sigh

It's hard to explain my condition right now. It's only easier to talk to my mom because she knows my current health status. huhuhu..Because she's taking care of me since I'm kid. So, when I told her that I'm having a fever or pain at the chest or headache, she'll know what's wrong with me. I'm not doubting the doctor here and I can't put blame on them. It just that, I can't bear with it when they keep saying I'm stress or even yesterday the doctor asked me, why did I going to the clinic sooo frequently.

Fyi, if I'm stress I would get angry easily, get annoyed and I would avoid myself from being in the public. I do agree with the doctors when they said I'm thinking about it too much. What do you expect? You wanna me to faint first? I'm not saying that I'm having a medical background so I know what happened to me. It just that, I need reference and opinion from the doctor.

I think I need to restructure my life and I guess I can't trust and depend on the doctors here. New mission for this semester ( almost end already =P) , I wanna having a better life. As what my buddy said, I need to do some exercises, eat veggie and sleep properly. No more excuses.

p/s: From Him We Come, and To Him We Back

Happy 2oth to Ira

Dear Ira,

Hai Ira, How are you? Hope you are happy...I know you are...right??? hehehe...

Here I would like to wish you Happy Birthday! hehehe...you are 20 now...can you imagine? There's no more -een for you..lol..don't be sad because from -een, now you are becoming -ty. Right?

Ira. In 20 years, we had went through so many things together. I know you in and out. I knew you deeply. I know when you happy, sad, energetic, a little bit "diva" and so on. Indeed, you can't lie to me. Here are my wishes for you:

Ira, you've grown up. You've change a lot. I mean it. You changed from childish you and becoming more matured you. From emotional you to chill you. From serious you and becoming cheerful you. lol. If m gonna list them here, they gonna take more entry..hehehe So hopefully, you keep learning. No matter what happened, learn from that situation or problems.

Congratulation Ira! Now, you manage to control your emotion. I know you are learning a phrase to be apply in your life which is "what ever". Its good habits. No matter how bad and terrible people do to you, you'll say "whatever, I don't mind".

Hopefully Ira, we will be together no matter what happened. No matter how much changes you wanna do in your life, never ever forget me. Just to let you know, no matter what happened, I'll always with you. We'll be twin until the end of our life.

With lots of love,

-Tengku Izza-

p/s: thank you so much for the birthday party. Im really3 appreciate it... thank you (^_^)v

Make Me Strong

Hai ol

Sometimes in life we may lost our faith. The challenges and obstacles of life will make us fall and hardly get up. Someone had told me that, never expect others to do as what u did to them. Meaning to say, if u are being nice and care to others, doesn't mean they will being nice and care for u. But if u did sth wrong or bad to others, definitely they will do sth worst to u as a revenge. That's life. Now I realize what does he means. There is where sincerity comes from. Thats how I learn to be independence. Thanks to him anyway. I start to believe what he said. In this world, we are alone. He taught me to stand on my own feet. Its a credit if someone is supporting u. He told me that, we are brought to this world alone and we left the world alone. Hence, when I feel down or sad, I'll listen to these 3 song which are Make Me Strong and You Came To Me by Sami Yusuf and Insha Allah by Maher Zain. These songs really inspired me and make me close to Him. Because I know. He never abandon me although He can. Only Him know me because He is the One who creates me. He also know how I feel because I cant hide anything from Him. He knows me in and out.

p/s: My Lord show me right from wrong, Give me light make me strong, I know the road is long, Make me strong. Sometimes it just gets too much, I felt that Ive lost touch, I know the road is long, Make me strong.

People

Hai ol

As usual if I've sth to share..I'll be here. So, wat m gonna share today is sth about people around me that I met accidentally or purposely. Lol

M juz realize I was surrounded by the same behavior and type of people. If its not the same, it will be almost the same. Don't you realize it? Dats happened to me. No matter wat, I'll enjoy my life while I've still have the opportunity to have it. Once I've lost it, perhaps m not in this world anymore. Such a waste.

Today is the registration day for the new intake. They are so excited to be here and of coz they have many kind of style (group). One side of the cafe, I can see a group of stylo family. Wit hand bag, high hills, nice cloth n etc. However, they are some other group with low profile style. Which mean, they looks like from a well family but they acting like a normal people. Another group is a group of simple profile family. When I look at them, suddenly the memory of being a foundation students came up. oooohh OMG.

The old me?? huhuhu...=_=" Ive changed a lot.. hehehe.. thx to ol n my environment..

p/s: Luv ur life..Although u don't care about it, there are some people who cares (^_^)v

Pieces of Time

Another year, another chance

To start my lives anew;

This time I’ll leap old barriers

To have a real breakthrough.

I’ll take one little step

And then I'll take one more,

My unlimited potential

I’ll totally explore.

I’ll show off all my talents

Everyone will be inspired;

While I’m writing this,
I’m getting very tired

I’ll read and learn a lot,
All my goals will be accomplished,
Sigh...or maybe not

Looking back on the months gone by,

As a new year starts and an old one ends,

I contemplate what brought my joy,

And I think of my loved ones and my friends.

Recalling all the happy times,

Remembering how they enriched my lives,

I reflect upon who really counts,

As the fresh and bright new year arrives

Let me stand in the thick of the fight,
Let me bear what I must without whining;
Grant me the wisdom to do what is right,
Though a thousand false beacons are shining.

Let me be true as the steel of a blade,
Make me bigger than skillful or clever;
Teach me to cling to my best, unafraid,
And harken to false gospels, never.

Let me be brave when the burden is great,
Faithful when wounded by sorrow;
Teach me, when troubled, with patience to wait
The better and brighter to-morrow.

Spare me from hatred and envy and shame,
Open my eyes to life's beauty;
Let not the glitter of fortune or fame
Blind me to what is my duty.

Let me be true to myself to the end,
Let me stand to my task without whining;
Let me be right as a man, as a friend,
Though a thousand false beacons are shining

At this moment, I was thinking about someone who inspired me in his way. Who challenged my weaknesses. Who suddenly appear after a long break. Who make fun of me when m emotional. Who knows me in and out. U can be a father who nags his daughter. Sometimes u like a brother who protects his sister. U be a lover who cares and loves with no reasons. And u be a good listener as a friend.

p/s: Happy New Year to All. Tears is not a good start. M wonder how will it ends.