EVENT MANAGEMENT SEMINAR 2010

Drama Queen Part I

Wanna share wit u my happy moment wit Tuah Production. In diz part, let me introduce the actor, actress and crews.

Left

Syafiq@Stageman

Ping @ Tun Teja ( young version)

Wit my sons and husband

Mafia Family

From left

Nik@Hang Jebat, Eira@Mom,Wafiy@Dad,Amirul@Hang Tuah

Pohvin@Script Writter and Fatin@Propswoman

Nadia@Script Writter and Nisya`@Propswoman

Anas@Victim

Atika@Stagewoman

Ikram@ Secretary and Watiq@ Big Boss

From Left

Ayin and Amir @ Technician Crews

Practise

Shira@Asst. Director

Forgot their name =_=" sorry~~

Act as guard

Amna@ Tun Teja (old version)

Ajun@Director

Tuah Production

2nd from right

Haziq@ Tun Perak

Practise

hehehe...practise to be a good mother and wife (^_^)

Sigh~

On 17 January I reached campus. I guess around 4 sth. Guess wat?? M racing wit Kelisa guy on my way to campus.LOL. I slept at my housemate room coz I dont have my room key yet.

I thnk 18 Januari is fun + funny + shock + shy= ???? Fun bcoz I've dinner date wit contract lover. I wanna give him souvenir I bought from P.D.LOL.M bullying him.Sorry na~~Actually we planned to have lunch date but m busy clean up my room. So I postponed to dinner. We ate then we chit chat. LOL.Then my rum8 text me. I told him" I ask my rum8 to joint us but she dont want to".He is soooo exited to know about my rum8. He asked n asked n asked but I juz said "it is secret". Finally he asked me" Y cant I know??" I said " m jealous". Then we laught.LOL.I told him my 'kak long' didnt approve our relationship. Then I told him she is one of his committee. He said" I know every single one of my committee,which one??". I keep saying " Its not important". LOL. He kept guessing n guessing n guessing.He said one - by - one. Without giving him any answer I said I wanna go back coz I've meeting later. When I reached my room, I gtalk him n gave him the answer. Dont know y but I feel its funny n fun. Now I know one of his personality. He hates people challenging his curiosity. Btw, for ol TEC family, dont worry coz u've a caring n good boss. =)

Y do I feel shy today?? Dunno how to put it into words. During foundy 1st, Ive meet someone dat have more or less same face like someone I luv. When I meet him I'll stare at him. I juz dunno y. Today I've to go to management dept. for some official matter. Guess wat?? I meet him.LOL. I saw him since we r at car park but I juz ignored him coz m waiting for some1. After finishd my disc then I went to management office.For some prob Ive to wait for a while. Then I saw him entering the office. I was like aaarrrrgghhh!!!! y he is here??LOL. For some reason he also have to wait for a while. Guess wat??? He sit in front of me. Alhamdullilah he didnt face me. If not~~Sigh.Since he enter the office till my advisor come, I keep looking at him. Really shameful. Done wit my task I went back to car park. He walked to his car. I was like aaaarrrgghhh!!! y now?? hmmm...

Wat happn when.....

7 January 2010.Wat does diz date meants??hmmm~~ let bygones be bygones. Btw dats not wat m going to tell u guys. I juz wanna share wit u wat happen to me in past 3 days.

I start wit m go back early to campus for personal matters. Seriously, its really tiring sit in the bus almost 5 hours. When I arrived at Medan Gopeng I catch taxi to go to campus. The uncle was soooo kind and gentle. Unfortunately, he is not kind enaf to give me discount.=_=" LOL.The uncle ask me do I from Sabah or Sarawak?? I answered him but in my heart said, do I look like jungle ppl or bcoz I've brighter skin color??LOL. I stay at V1.To make it short, the 1st nite there was superb bored. Guess wat?? I slept early n woke up at 3am.Durr~~ wat m going to do?? I sit n find some bored cartoon n watched it till I sleep again. Alhamdullilah I brought my leptop, so I dont have to count on how many stones in dat room.LOL.

The day after, I've meeting in the morning.I meet my hometown mate. He keep teasing me n thx for dat. At least my day is fun.Guess y?? coz I kicked his leg.LOL.serves him right. At the evening my rum8 went back n I attended another meeting. OMG. It was freaking hot. Such a long time I didnt have a walk. On my way back to my room, my stomach cramp. I dunno y its happn. Diz few days its hppn frequently. I ask my frenz to buy for me milk and bread. Thx to him. Dat nite I took milks as my dinner. Suddenly my frenz aka my kak long as me to have chit chat wit her. I juz feel bored and meet her at cafe. LOL. It was fun. She is a funny gurlz. Thx to her.I also want to thx u coz accompany me ol nite long. I cant sleep dat nite. I force my self to sleep but I cant. Finally I slept around 5 sth and woke up at 7 sth.

I had my breakfast n went to maintenance for several issues. I rushed to my room n went to Medan Gopeng wit the kind uncle. He ask me about where I live at Muar, which Parit am I??I answered him but as usual in my heart said, do I look like Parit ppl??LOL. I cant blame him coz Muar is popular wit its Parit.LOL.Sometimes he is funny. While waiting for my bus as usual I look ppl surround me. There is grandfather wit his grandchild, father wit his daughter, frenz n etc. For some ppl, family is not everthng for them. They prefer frenz. But as for me, I prefer family. I even can feel touch when I see how parents wit their children.Such a sweet moments.LOL.When the bus arrived we left to KL. Here ol the best part happned.

Fine. I like shopping, have a window shopping n etc. I like KL. BUT!!! I hate traffic jam. Diz is my 1st time taking bus ALONE. I know the way to go to Puduraya. BUT, the bus went to the other way!!! C'mon, dont tell me I've taken a wrong bus. The bus stop at Hentian Duta. I was like Helllooooo~~ wat m doing here???LOL. Ive bus to catch next at 3pm n the time was 2.40 pm. I can feel I cant make it. As usual the passengers move out from the bus. LOL.There is one passenger got my attention. Guess y?? coz he is blur as me. The diff is he moved out from the bus and came into the bus again. He called his frenz. His question is as same as wat in my mind. Ok. M not a busy body person but it was emergency.LOL. A few minutes later the bus went to Puduraya.

Inside the bus, I was thinking. Wats going to happn next. I keep look at my watch. My heart was like dup dap dup dap. It is 15 minutes b4 3pm. I feel like m using a camel. Y not?? The bus was stop n stop n stop bcoz of the traffic jam. When I reached Puduraya, I walked as fast as I could to catch the bus.LOL.Blurly I can see Transnational. I went up and find the terminal. I went down. Guess wat?? Its not my bus. Its diff company but same bus color. I went up back. I asked brother at the counter about my ticket and he told me dat the bus alr left. He asked me to wait for next bus. I sit for a while. Hellooo~~ m tired ok plus wit my stomach cramp. I asked him again, do I have to buy another ticket?? He say yes. Buy the kid ticket. I was like WAT??? Kid???LOL.He said convincingly. I juz went to the ticket counter. Dunno y I go out again.

Then I meet another brother. He asked, where m I going to go?? with out I realize I answered him I wanna go to KL. He asked me again. I answered wit same answer. Calmly, he said, sis u r at KL now.LOL.I juz smile n said my destination. Ive 2 news. The gud 1 and the bad 1. The gud news is I got my ticket and the bad news Ive to buy a new ticket. I went into my bus.Finally,AIR-COND~~~I waited for other passengers. Guess wat?? The guy dat got my attention at Hentian Duta also take a same bus as me. In my heart said, huhuhu, m not the only 1 who is 'jakon' and 'kampung'.LOL.

I guess it is my day. For the 1st time in my life I can see how the reporter interview other ppl. They are from Edisi 7.She went into bus n asked a few questions to the driver. LOL. Even more excited when the cameraman took a video our bus left the Terminal.LOL.Yes I am 'jakon' and 'kampung' gurlz!!!!Weeehuuuu~~ m going to be fam!!!Hang on a second. The glass was tinted.LOL.So ppl outside cant see us inside.=_='.I reached my hometown safely around 6 sth. My father picked me at Bus Station. After dat we bought cake for my mom bday party.Weeeehuuuu~~~party!!!! I'll upload the pic in another post.

Honestly, although it was a tiring day, m not regret it. I can see how ppl is. The rich ppl getting richer n the poor ppl getting poorer. While waiting for other passenger inside the bus at terminal, my eyes caught at indian cpl. They look pitiful,dirty and messy. They sit near the drain. I juz look at them. Dunno y, although they look poor but when they smile I can see it was a wonderful smile. M not trying to be a novelist or wat but I juz amaze wit their smile. Sadly, I didnt take pic for that moment. Its hard to elaborate the feeling in words. For me, it was a beautiful moment.

Then, there is beggar came into my bus n ask for donation. 1st I feel sad for the kid.Y do I feel sad?? Can u imagine wat r other kids wit same age as him doing at dat time?? May b studying, playing, or eating.But him, go around Hentian Puduraya n ask donation from ppl. M sorry coz being emotional here but I juz can’t stand to hear from a kid saying ‘thx akak’ ‘donation akak’ ‘donation for orphanage akak’.May b some of u may thnk dat they are agents who was sent by irresponsible ppl. But for me, no matter who they r, they need us. While the bus left the Hentian Puduraya, I took dat opportunity to look around dat area. I was amaze wit tall n unique building. I also look at the road side. There are a lot of beggar. It was even pitiful when there is beggar wit her baby.I juz wondering, wat is the use we have a tall and unique building to make our country attractive but at the same time we have beggars beside it?? Dats my idea.May b some of u may say dat they are lazy to find a job n dats y they become beggar. Ppl may have diff point of view.

To conclude my words, it was a wonderful trip. Alhamdullilah, everything go fine and save. Thx for ur time. TTYL. tk care. Keep Ur Life Brighten wit a Wonderful Smile!!!

Unexpected !!!

hmmm...such a long time I didn't update my blog. Tonite I feel like wanna update it. I have so many things to update like my vacation at Port Dickson, my healthy status, my family, and him. However tonite I wanna share something funny. Its about one of my primary school frenz.

The story began when I enter standard 5. Actually I'm a PTS student. I skip standard 4 and straight away go into standard 5. At dat time, I was soooo scared coz I've to mix around wit someone older than me. Then diz one guy come to me and ask " Are u a new student?". We start to chit chat until a few gurlz came. Then he go and play wit his frenz. Start from dat day he got my attention. Unfortunately, almost all story I heard about him is a bad story. He is player so becareful of him.He is diz. He is dat. I juz dont mind.

The most funniest memory about us is during he ask me to give him my drawing block (paper for drawing). I keep saying cannot coz its mine. He even wanna buy from me but I keep saying cannot and ask him to ask from others. He said, he dont want to and only want from me. I ask y. Then one of his frenz said dat he fall for me.LOL. I said wat??? dont u shame about urself?? wit dat kind of face u want me??? LOL. I was so rude back then. He punched his frenz. Then he juz keep quite. I offer him my drawing block but he dont want it. Guess wat?? He sulks!!!!Finally, he ask from my frenz.LOL.

We r quite close. Close here doesn't meant we r a best frenz or cpl but bully frenz. He keep bullying me. Teasing me. He owez call me "zirafah"(giraffe) coz dats my nickname dat my frenz give me during my primary school. Although he is such a jerk but m having a sweet and funny memory wit him.

Unfortunately, everything change when out of nowhere there is rumor about me. One of my frenz ( gurl ) make a story dat I'm someone gf. LOL. Actually one of my classmate (guy) came to my house and borrow my notes. Then my frenz ( gurl ) saw us and make a story about us. Since then, he changed. I dont know wat happend to him. He teasing me as usual but he is difference. I still remember when I cry inside the class coz the whole class teasing me including him about the rumor. The best thing is, he is the 1st one who say sorry to me.LOL.

He transfers to other school and we didn't contact much. Our relationship becoming worst when I cpl wit other guy. He starts avoiding me.Sadly, after dat I keep got a bad news about him saying he is difference now. He is smoking. Drove someone daughter everywhere as he want. And of coz his player personality becoming worst. My father know him. Guess wat?? He is one of my father student. Of coz, he is the worst. The good thing about him is, yes he is bad student, but he didnt disturb others. My father punish him but he still pays some respect to my father. Dats wat I like about him. He is a bad and jerk but I still can see his good quality. (OMG m prasing him tooo much). Another thing makes my father knows him is he owez said, " Cikgu kem salam anak". ( sir, send my regard to ur daughter).

After high school I lost contact wit him. We juz meet accidentally. Last news I got about him is he works as a waiter wit catering company. And tonite I was sooooo epi coz after a few years we meet again.

The story like diz. Me n my fam plan to buy some school stuff for my sister. As usual my father wait out side in the car. Then I went out to get into a car. Then I saw my father talk wit one guy. I thought he was my father's student so i juz ignored them. I cleaned up the sit at the back and go inside. Then suddenly the guy call me, " Zahirah~~". I looked at him and my father ask me, "Do u remember him?". I was soooooo blurred. LOL. Then he laughed and smiled. Definitely, its him. I remember his voice . I shouted " Such a long time didnt see u!!!!". We laughed. I ask him where he is now and wat he doing. Then I told him, " Such a long time I didnt see u and u look difference". Guess wat he replies??? " really?? am i getting handsome or awsome??" and laughed. i juz said " I hate to hear dat". We laughed again. Then he makes a move. He still jerk like b4.LOL.

Dunno y, I feel epi to meet him again. Although it juz a short meeting but still can make me smile while writing diz. Honestly I misz him and misz his funny character. I still can hear his voice calling me and ol our memory come into my mind one by one. No one ever called me like him. LOL.I juz want him to know dat, I still care about him.Although I didn't choose him as someone special in my life but his character make him special. LOL.All diz time being I keep focusing on someone who doesn't want me in his life until I forgot about others. I should take it as lesson =P

Therapy is needed!!!

Tonite I feel like wanna write something. You should call me crazy or psychiatric. I juz wanna ask u..how do u feel when u feel like someone shadow is following you?? Someone dat make you upset. How do you feel?? Everywhere I go, I will feel she is there. That gurlz is her. This gurlz is her. I juz cant stand it anymore. Its make me feel uncomfortable especially when there is a lot of people. Its getting worse when I start being quiet when m in public area. Dunno y its getting worse n worse. M I hate her dat much???

I juz dunno how to explain diz to peoples. Its really makes me crazy. For a normal people, they can say, "Juz forget bout it ira. Forget about her" or " C'mon ira..u thnk too much about her while she even didnt care or rmmbr about u" or maybe " hahahaha..its funny".How to explain?? Its me who feel it.Yesterday I went to shopping mall wit my mom n diz syndrome happnd. I juz cant speak, have no mood and feel like burst. I told him about diz coz I am so called his best frenz but I dont thnk so. Guess wat his respon?? He laught.

To ol my frenz, plz pray for me..Pray dat i'll be strong. Strong enaf to fight wit her shadow n my feeling. I didnt wish to forget her coz I know its impossible, but I juz hope diz syndrome end. I give myself another 1 year to fix diz things up. If its not work out, last plan is i'll meet psychiatrist. For diz time being, i'll avoid myself from being in public. I know its sounds like coward but I juz cant face it now. I need more time. Plz pray for me and thx.

What I've Learnt Diz Sem

Time pass very fast. Tmr is a last day for me as a 1st year 1st sem student. Diz sem I learnt many things. Of coz its not from class coz diz sem I skip class quite often. Thx to 'my beloved frenz' here..hahaha...

I will misz UTP. V3's tom yam and of coz him. Who's him?? hahahaha..guess who...Wat can I say diz sem is a dramatic sem. I be an emo gurlz. Crying at nite. Angry at day. hahahaha...when I think it back, its funny. Yup its totally funny.

About couple, m getting used to it alr. At first m quite upset when I see there's a lot of cpl around me but as time goes by, m getting used to it. My frenz know wat i meant. However, the good thing is diz sem i got so many hubby. Like Lemon (at first he declares himself Honey. Then he changes to Lemon coz i dont want to give him my chicken..hahaha..). Then I've my sayang. Nthng wit him. Then I've my contract lover. We'll be contract lover untill at the end of next sem. hehehe..We almost divorce today but we can safe it. He didnt go back diz sem break but he will go to Brunei. Tk care!!! Then I've my high skul frenz. We owez YM together and one day his frenz sign in to YM using his username. Since dat nite when we wanna chatting, he has to write password. 3 killer words. Funny rite?? Although I've Lemon,sayang, contract lover and a guy wit 3 killer words, but they r my frenz. Not more than dat. For me, there's nthng wit the name. We can call everyone wit wateva name we want but the more important things is, who r they in our heart =D.

Hang on. of coz i didnt forget about my sweetheart. hehehehe..b4 dat..congratulation na~~ we juz know each other diz sem. You help me a lot especially wit my relationship wit him and my SP. Thx for the movie, series,animation, advices and everything. U r like my brother (bong). The best thing about u is, u never scold me but owez support me n b at my side. Its funny when u owez back me up when my 'beloved frenz' teasing me.hahahaha..it is a sweet memory for me. hope we still can contact each other although after u graduate.

Diz sem also I make new frenz. Some of them from EE and some seniors. Diz sem also m getting closer wit Nisa and Visa ( Thailand gurlz). They r sweet.

As a conclusion, for diz sem I cry a lot and I laugh a lot. Thx to u who make me cry and thx to u who make me laugh. It is wat I call as memory. My memory as UTP student. I thnk I bttr stop now coz DM is waiting for me.

Tmr is my last paper. So sad to leave UTP. I alr packed my stuff. My room quite messy tonite. Tmr around 2:30 i'll move from UTP. To my 'beloved frenz' dont misz me too much. I know u'll coz i'll too.