I'm a Big Girl

Hi all,

Its hard being stuck in the middle. Trying damn hard to satisfy others.Cares about others feeling. Fulfilling both "instructions" and "wants". Do they know how I feel? Patient is the key for the solution. But how long it can be? What? Discussion?*sigh* It wont change anything. By the words so called respect, silence is the best way.

p/s: Am I wearing a wrong costume? Smile on the face but crying in the heart.