Bullshit!!!!

M tired of being nice to ppl. Its not about sincerity but its about common sense. I juz wonder, do ppl really care about me as how I care others??? Tagged me at their facebook post n pray dat i'll get well soon?? WTH??? i dont need dat. Y dont u juz text me??? Sorry if m toooo emotional but rite now...wat can I say... BULLSHIT!!!!

Quick Update

Hye!!!! m back

Sorry coz its quite sometime i didnt update my blog...hehehe...as usual m busy wit my daily life..

So far my life getting more complicated but sweet~~guess y?? coz "This could be the start of something new it feels so rite to be here wit u" hahahaa....no need to xplain more about diz...I thnk u guys can guess it urself...

Diz 2 weeks m superb busy. Have 1 test which is tmr and another 3 next week.OMG. wats going to happn???!!!! M done wit EMS n now focus on H4i and GOP.Guess wat??? Some1 propose me~~hahaha..Wat does the proposal ol about???Wait n See...hehehehe

Hope u guys can pray for Me n him, Me n evnts, Me n studies and me myself.I need more energy diz sem though only 15 credit hours..hahahaha...

Gtg now...see ya...ttyl..take care~~!!!

Fighting!!!

Guess wat??? Today is my 1st day as 1st Year 2nd Semester student. It didnt go as I planned. Dunno wat happnd diz sem but everythng look havoc. The morning class start pretty well but when it goes to PCS, everythng start to jumble up. Really hate diz situation!!!

Almost ol my plan didnt work out.

1st plan : wanna add basic dance BUT full session

2nd plan: wanna add modern music BUT full session

3rd plan: wanna add recreational BUT full session

4th plan: add PCS BUT credit hours will be 18 (quite tough as I consider the events I joint)

Last plan: drop PCS and stick wit 15 credit hours ( too little but I thnk it is worth it as Ive 2 jargon subject - OOP n ADS + OS)

Perhaps I should resign from some events but dats not who I am. I didnt said dat m kinna of people who sacrifices my studies for events. Let me put it in diz way, as I went to the interview last sem n I was accepted to be the committee ( doesnt matter PM or Asstn HOD or even committee) its meant dat I alr vowed to face any risk myself and uphold my responsibility. If I resign, dats meant I betray myself. Its even worst coz I create trouble for others to solve my problems. U know y?? Coz they have to find replacement for me as I alr have some tasks to do but I left. Dont u thnk so?

I didnt make any decision yet.I guess I stick to my last plan. Only 15 credit hours. Insya Allah i'll take PCS next sem. Diz sem I wanna focus more on OOP n ADS. Guess wat?? I dont really can catch up wit the flow of the lecture. Soooo many new terms though have same meaning as I learnt b4.

I hope everythng will get bttr soon. As now m learning how to control my anger, sadness n avoid getting overwhelmed, diz situation challenging me. Wat hppn next I dunno but I hope I can make a rite decision.

EVENT MANAGEMENT SEMINAR 2010

Drama Queen Part I

Wanna share wit u my happy moment wit Tuah Production. In diz part, let me introduce the actor, actress and crews.

Left

Syafiq@Stageman

Ping @ Tun Teja ( young version)

Wit my sons and husband

Mafia Family

From left

Nik@Hang Jebat, Eira@Mom,Wafiy@Dad,Amirul@Hang Tuah

Pohvin@Script Writter and Fatin@Propswoman

Nadia@Script Writter and Nisya`@Propswoman

Anas@Victim

Atika@Stagewoman

Ikram@ Secretary and Watiq@ Big Boss

From Left

Ayin and Amir @ Technician Crews

Practise

Shira@Asst. Director

Forgot their name =_=" sorry~~

Act as guard

Amna@ Tun Teja (old version)

Ajun@Director

Tuah Production

2nd from right

Haziq@ Tun Perak

Practise

hehehe...practise to be a good mother and wife (^_^)

Sigh~

On 17 January I reached campus. I guess around 4 sth. Guess wat?? M racing wit Kelisa guy on my way to campus.LOL. I slept at my housemate room coz I dont have my room key yet.

I thnk 18 Januari is fun + funny + shock + shy= ???? Fun bcoz I've dinner date wit contract lover. I wanna give him souvenir I bought from P.D.LOL.M bullying him.Sorry na~~Actually we planned to have lunch date but m busy clean up my room. So I postponed to dinner. We ate then we chit chat. LOL.Then my rum8 text me. I told him" I ask my rum8 to joint us but she dont want to".He is soooo exited to know about my rum8. He asked n asked n asked but I juz said "it is secret". Finally he asked me" Y cant I know??" I said " m jealous". Then we laught.LOL.I told him my 'kak long' didnt approve our relationship. Then I told him she is one of his committee. He said" I know every single one of my committee,which one??". I keep saying " Its not important". LOL. He kept guessing n guessing n guessing.He said one - by - one. Without giving him any answer I said I wanna go back coz I've meeting later. When I reached my room, I gtalk him n gave him the answer. Dont know y but I feel its funny n fun. Now I know one of his personality. He hates people challenging his curiosity. Btw, for ol TEC family, dont worry coz u've a caring n good boss. =)

Y do I feel shy today?? Dunno how to put it into words. During foundy 1st, Ive meet someone dat have more or less same face like someone I luv. When I meet him I'll stare at him. I juz dunno y. Today I've to go to management dept. for some official matter. Guess wat?? I meet him.LOL. I saw him since we r at car park but I juz ignored him coz m waiting for some1. After finishd my disc then I went to management office.For some prob Ive to wait for a while. Then I saw him entering the office. I was like aaarrrrgghhh!!!! y he is here??LOL. For some reason he also have to wait for a while. Guess wat??? He sit in front of me. Alhamdullilah he didnt face me. If not~~Sigh.Since he enter the office till my advisor come, I keep looking at him. Really shameful. Done wit my task I went back to car park. He walked to his car. I was like aaaarrrgghhh!!! y now?? hmmm...

Wat happn when.....

7 January 2010.Wat does diz date meants??hmmm~~ let bygones be bygones. Btw dats not wat m going to tell u guys. I juz wanna share wit u wat happen to me in past 3 days.

I start wit m go back early to campus for personal matters. Seriously, its really tiring sit in the bus almost 5 hours. When I arrived at Medan Gopeng I catch taxi to go to campus. The uncle was soooo kind and gentle. Unfortunately, he is not kind enaf to give me discount.=_=" LOL.The uncle ask me do I from Sabah or Sarawak?? I answered him but in my heart said, do I look like jungle ppl or bcoz I've brighter skin color??LOL. I stay at V1.To make it short, the 1st nite there was superb bored. Guess wat?? I slept early n woke up at 3am.Durr~~ wat m going to do?? I sit n find some bored cartoon n watched it till I sleep again. Alhamdullilah I brought my leptop, so I dont have to count on how many stones in dat room.LOL.

The day after, I've meeting in the morning.I meet my hometown mate. He keep teasing me n thx for dat. At least my day is fun.Guess y?? coz I kicked his leg.LOL.serves him right. At the evening my rum8 went back n I attended another meeting. OMG. It was freaking hot. Such a long time I didnt have a walk. On my way back to my room, my stomach cramp. I dunno y its happn. Diz few days its hppn frequently. I ask my frenz to buy for me milk and bread. Thx to him. Dat nite I took milks as my dinner. Suddenly my frenz aka my kak long as me to have chit chat wit her. I juz feel bored and meet her at cafe. LOL. It was fun. She is a funny gurlz. Thx to her.I also want to thx u coz accompany me ol nite long. I cant sleep dat nite. I force my self to sleep but I cant. Finally I slept around 5 sth and woke up at 7 sth.

I had my breakfast n went to maintenance for several issues. I rushed to my room n went to Medan Gopeng wit the kind uncle. He ask me about where I live at Muar, which Parit am I??I answered him but as usual in my heart said, do I look like Parit ppl??LOL. I cant blame him coz Muar is popular wit its Parit.LOL.Sometimes he is funny. While waiting for my bus as usual I look ppl surround me. There is grandfather wit his grandchild, father wit his daughter, frenz n etc. For some ppl, family is not everthng for them. They prefer frenz. But as for me, I prefer family. I even can feel touch when I see how parents wit their children.Such a sweet moments.LOL.When the bus arrived we left to KL. Here ol the best part happned.

Fine. I like shopping, have a window shopping n etc. I like KL. BUT!!! I hate traffic jam. Diz is my 1st time taking bus ALONE. I know the way to go to Puduraya. BUT, the bus went to the other way!!! C'mon, dont tell me I've taken a wrong bus. The bus stop at Hentian Duta. I was like Helllooooo~~ wat m doing here???LOL. Ive bus to catch next at 3pm n the time was 2.40 pm. I can feel I cant make it. As usual the passengers move out from the bus. LOL.There is one passenger got my attention. Guess y?? coz he is blur as me. The diff is he moved out from the bus and came into the bus again. He called his frenz. His question is as same as wat in my mind. Ok. M not a busy body person but it was emergency.LOL. A few minutes later the bus went to Puduraya.

Inside the bus, I was thinking. Wats going to happn next. I keep look at my watch. My heart was like dup dap dup dap. It is 15 minutes b4 3pm. I feel like m using a camel. Y not?? The bus was stop n stop n stop bcoz of the traffic jam. When I reached Puduraya, I walked as fast as I could to catch the bus.LOL.Blurly I can see Transnational. I went up and find the terminal. I went down. Guess wat?? Its not my bus. Its diff company but same bus color. I went up back. I asked brother at the counter about my ticket and he told me dat the bus alr left. He asked me to wait for next bus. I sit for a while. Hellooo~~ m tired ok plus wit my stomach cramp. I asked him again, do I have to buy another ticket?? He say yes. Buy the kid ticket. I was like WAT??? Kid???LOL.He said convincingly. I juz went to the ticket counter. Dunno y I go out again.

Then I meet another brother. He asked, where m I going to go?? with out I realize I answered him I wanna go to KL. He asked me again. I answered wit same answer. Calmly, he said, sis u r at KL now.LOL.I juz smile n said my destination. Ive 2 news. The gud 1 and the bad 1. The gud news is I got my ticket and the bad news Ive to buy a new ticket. I went into my bus.Finally,AIR-COND~~~I waited for other passengers. Guess wat?? The guy dat got my attention at Hentian Duta also take a same bus as me. In my heart said, huhuhu, m not the only 1 who is 'jakon' and 'kampung'.LOL.

I guess it is my day. For the 1st time in my life I can see how the reporter interview other ppl. They are from Edisi 7.She went into bus n asked a few questions to the driver. LOL. Even more excited when the cameraman took a video our bus left the Terminal.LOL.Yes I am 'jakon' and 'kampung' gurlz!!!!Weeehuuuu~~ m going to be fam!!!Hang on a second. The glass was tinted.LOL.So ppl outside cant see us inside.=_='.I reached my hometown safely around 6 sth. My father picked me at Bus Station. After dat we bought cake for my mom bday party.Weeeehuuuu~~~party!!!! I'll upload the pic in another post.

Honestly, although it was a tiring day, m not regret it. I can see how ppl is. The rich ppl getting richer n the poor ppl getting poorer. While waiting for other passenger inside the bus at terminal, my eyes caught at indian cpl. They look pitiful,dirty and messy. They sit near the drain. I juz look at them. Dunno y, although they look poor but when they smile I can see it was a wonderful smile. M not trying to be a novelist or wat but I juz amaze wit their smile. Sadly, I didnt take pic for that moment. Its hard to elaborate the feeling in words. For me, it was a beautiful moment.

Then, there is beggar came into my bus n ask for donation. 1st I feel sad for the kid.Y do I feel sad?? Can u imagine wat r other kids wit same age as him doing at dat time?? May b studying, playing, or eating.But him, go around Hentian Puduraya n ask donation from ppl. M sorry coz being emotional here but I juz can’t stand to hear from a kid saying ‘thx akak’ ‘donation akak’ ‘donation for orphanage akak’.May b some of u may thnk dat they are agents who was sent by irresponsible ppl. But for me, no matter who they r, they need us. While the bus left the Hentian Puduraya, I took dat opportunity to look around dat area. I was amaze wit tall n unique building. I also look at the road side. There are a lot of beggar. It was even pitiful when there is beggar wit her baby.I juz wondering, wat is the use we have a tall and unique building to make our country attractive but at the same time we have beggars beside it?? Dats my idea.May b some of u may say dat they are lazy to find a job n dats y they become beggar. Ppl may have diff point of view.

To conclude my words, it was a wonderful trip. Alhamdullilah, everything go fine and save. Thx for ur time. TTYL. tk care. Keep Ur Life Brighten wit a Wonderful Smile!!!