Almost ol my plan didnt work out.
1st plan : wanna add basic dance BUT full session
2nd plan: wanna add modern music BUT full session
3rd plan: wanna add recreational BUT full session
4th plan: add PCS BUT credit hours will be 18 (quite tough as I consider the events I joint)
Last plan: drop PCS and stick wit 15 credit hours ( too little but I thnk it is worth it as Ive 2 jargon subject - OOP n ADS + OS)
Perhaps I should resign from some events but dats not who I am. I didnt said dat m kinna of people who sacrifices my studies for events. Let me put it in diz way, as I went to the interview last sem n I was accepted to be the committee ( doesnt matter PM or Asstn HOD or even committee) its meant dat I alr vowed to face any risk myself and uphold my responsibility. If I resign, dats meant I betray myself. Its even worst coz I create trouble for others to solve my problems. U know y?? Coz they have to find replacement for me as I alr have some tasks to do but I left. Dont u thnk so?
I didnt make any decision yet.I guess I stick to my last plan. Only 15 credit hours. Insya Allah i'll take PCS next sem. Diz sem I wanna focus more on OOP n ADS. Guess wat?? I dont really can catch up wit the flow of the lecture. Soooo many new terms though have same meaning as I learnt b4.
I hope everythng will get bttr soon. As now m learning how to control my anger, sadness n avoid getting overwhelmed, diz situation challenging me. Wat hppn next I dunno but I hope I can make a rite decision.
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what I wanted to say, I have already said them.. I have no more comment on that... sometimes, it's better for u to experience it urself rather than listening to ppl.. hehe.. :)
I dunno whether i make a rite decision or not but I juz hope its the best for me =)
Fighting Eira..You can do it!!
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