Ending of Somethings Is The Beginning of Another Things

"Today was a fairy tale u r the prince (singing)" OMG m sooo crazy about diz song...huhuhu..wat I wanna tell u now is not about my prince =P but wat hppnd to me along diz semester..

End of January

I came back early...m quite busy wit EMS2010..m the asstnt HOD of PNP..its kind of new experience for me coz m not really expose to diz department b4. I get to know many new peoples. At 1st m quite scared. I started my new sem wit new relationship (^_^)v

February

I started busy wit EMS2010 and H4I. Siyesly, diz sem m crazy wit the evnts..fuuuhhh~~its really2 tiring. I feel good when everybody in the team work hard for the same evnt. Can u imagine the output?? When I see the event successful I feel satisfied, happy, etc. Its hard for me to tell about the feelings. In H4I I get to know many2 more ppls. Ol the sweet n bad memories will b in my heart. My heart was stolen btw..hehehe..dont worry the memories still there, only heart was missing (^_^)

March

Critical month for me. I guess march is the climax of diz semester. U know y?? M pissed off..M burst..m sooo fragile..I learnt sth..Ppl are not owez beside us..sometimes we've to hold ourself by ourself..sigh..wat hppnd really2 make me feel sad..wit stress, emotional unstable I went through diz month.huhuhu.. Thx Allah 4 the strength, thx sayang 4 ur presence n thx for those who be there when m in need...really2 appreciate it... =( ===> (^_^)v

April

Gang of Peers 2010..it was my evnt..I was the PD (project director). It supposedly carry out last year but for some reasons we xtend it to diz year. I love my team soooo much.. I prefer calling them my team rather than my committee. They r really2 supportive... I got my strength from them..thx soooo much guys..i'll misz those who r going for internship, i'll misz those who joint me at mamak, our memory will b in my heart. M proud to say dat, ive xperiencd working wit u guys.

Million thx to u!!! @_@ ===> = S ===> (^_^)

May

I started to focus on my study..Guess wat?? its quite hard to catch up everythng from the beginning. Dats y i need a peaceful mind n soul. So dat it'll be easier for me to revise back wat i've learnt along diz sem. No wonder u'll see me at tasik early in the morning, or evening, even u can see me at mamak at the middle of the night.. I need to get out..btw..m not emotionally down but I juz need some rest..I felt really2 tired..even sometimes m thnkng of giving up..I really2 need some rest..I wish I can rest in peace ( dont get the wrong meaning ). I spent more time wit him. We had fun. One thng about us, we dont need to spent much our money to hv fun. Juz have a walk, funny2 teasing, etc. Final exam. (*_*) ===> (+_+) ===> =_=" ===> (O_O)

June

Basically i'll be at my home..I didnt plan to get out of my house..As I said b4, I really2 need rest..Diz sem is a tiring sem.

As a conclusion, compared to last sem, m happier diz sem..less tears but more laugh..thx to those who owez b there n make me smile n laugh. Those who make me sad,upset or angry, u'll get ur lesson. Ive successfully achieve my mission for diz sem.. Alhamdullilah..

MISSION STATUS : MISSION ACCOMPLISHED

p/s :

- sorry coz didnt update my blog frequently. wat stated above will tell everythng.

- gtg now, my last paper tmr...wish me luck!!!

Do You Ever Remember??

Do you remember saying that together?
Sitting and watching the sunset glow?

Do you remember what you used to say?
That you would be there for me every single day?
Do you remember when you would grab my hand and we would run off to play,
I think of that while I ask for you to come back to me when I pray

Do you ever look back?
And wish you hadn't?
Do you ever remember?

When you meet those girls,
Did you ever think this would happen?
That it would make you dampen?
That you would start to ignore me?
Tell me that friends forever could no longer be?

I just want to know, do you ever regret it?
Do you ever want to mend it?
Do you ever remember?

I do.

27 March 2010

Let me tell u sth. I was involved in Carnival Jom Masuk U ( exhibition about higher education level) . 1st time in my life being an exhibitor. It was fun. Shhhh~~ wanna tell sth secret.. some of the visitors esp students didnt know dat m a UTP student..hahahaha...can u believe dat?? Can u imagine how come cute,small n adorable ira can pretend to be the staff??? They asked me, how much my salary, m i from UTP graduate, which depart m from n even they ask me whether m a lecture?? WAT???Even out of blue moon, there r parents told me dat i look familiar to them. I look like their son's frenz from Terengganu. I was like blur dat time.Hahahahaa...Though I feel tired coz I keep talking the same thngs to diff ppl (feel like a robot) but I feel really2 satisfied. Part dat make me feel so xcted was CAMERAMAN FROM RTM..shoot me when m giving xplanation to the student..hahahahaha...diz is my 2nd time. I didnt turn to the camera.hahha..afraid dat m going to be tooooo popular later. It was a memorable experience being there. However, at the end of the day, I feel headache. Dats my prob. I cant stand being in crowd for a long time. Now m having flu. =S

During the exhibition I saw many types of parents n students. There r:

- parents who r really2 eager for their children education but the children didnt care much.

-children r really2 eager for their education and parents juz supervise them.

-parents who r not really support their children.

-students who r juz hang around n take brochure as collection.

-ppl who r come to our booth juz to collect souvenir from UTP.

They make me feel wanna go back.Sob Sob..i want my parents~~ misz my mom n dad.

Lastly, somethng dat make me feel sooo nervous. I met his sister directly (life). OMG!!! i was thnkng, wat m i suppose to do??? wat will she thnk about me?? wat will she tell their parents about me??unfortunately, we cant hang out together coz m on duty at Ipoh. =( we juz met b4 i sleep n b4 she go back to Penang. At the same time i feel quite guilty to him. M the one who supposed to help him wit his sister but i didnt do much. He asked his frenz to get her sister at Medan Gopeng n even me myself have to ask my rum8 to accompany his sister. hmmm~~

Wat hppnd today, whether it is a gud or bad, I'll take it as experience. Learnt from it n imprve myself.Thx for ur time. gtg now...wanna continue my sleep..hehehe..ttyl (^_^)v

Besday Wishes

sigh~~

I know its late alr but juz wanna wish someone besday here....1st of ol..let me sing for him...LOL

Happy Birthday To You~

Happy Birthday To You~

Happy Birthday To Sweetheart~~

Happy Birthday To You~

I alr wish him everythng (privately) hahahaha...btw...sweetheart~~when r u going to introduce me ur soulmate??? i cant wait for it!!~~ =P

Bullshit!!!!

M tired of being nice to ppl. Its not about sincerity but its about common sense. I juz wonder, do ppl really care about me as how I care others??? Tagged me at their facebook post n pray dat i'll get well soon?? WTH??? i dont need dat. Y dont u juz text me??? Sorry if m toooo emotional but rite now...wat can I say... BULLSHIT!!!!

Quick Update

Hye!!!! m back

Sorry coz its quite sometime i didnt update my blog...hehehe...as usual m busy wit my daily life..

So far my life getting more complicated but sweet~~guess y?? coz "This could be the start of something new it feels so rite to be here wit u" hahahaa....no need to xplain more about diz...I thnk u guys can guess it urself...

Diz 2 weeks m superb busy. Have 1 test which is tmr and another 3 next week.OMG. wats going to happn???!!!! M done wit EMS n now focus on H4i and GOP.Guess wat??? Some1 propose me~~hahaha..Wat does the proposal ol about???Wait n See...hehehehe

Hope u guys can pray for Me n him, Me n evnts, Me n studies and me myself.I need more energy diz sem though only 15 credit hours..hahahaha...

Gtg now...see ya...ttyl..take care~~!!!

Fighting!!!

Guess wat??? Today is my 1st day as 1st Year 2nd Semester student. It didnt go as I planned. Dunno wat happnd diz sem but everythng look havoc. The morning class start pretty well but when it goes to PCS, everythng start to jumble up. Really hate diz situation!!!

Almost ol my plan didnt work out.

1st plan : wanna add basic dance BUT full session

2nd plan: wanna add modern music BUT full session

3rd plan: wanna add recreational BUT full session

4th plan: add PCS BUT credit hours will be 18 (quite tough as I consider the events I joint)

Last plan: drop PCS and stick wit 15 credit hours ( too little but I thnk it is worth it as Ive 2 jargon subject - OOP n ADS + OS)

Perhaps I should resign from some events but dats not who I am. I didnt said dat m kinna of people who sacrifices my studies for events. Let me put it in diz way, as I went to the interview last sem n I was accepted to be the committee ( doesnt matter PM or Asstn HOD or even committee) its meant dat I alr vowed to face any risk myself and uphold my responsibility. If I resign, dats meant I betray myself. Its even worst coz I create trouble for others to solve my problems. U know y?? Coz they have to find replacement for me as I alr have some tasks to do but I left. Dont u thnk so?

I didnt make any decision yet.I guess I stick to my last plan. Only 15 credit hours. Insya Allah i'll take PCS next sem. Diz sem I wanna focus more on OOP n ADS. Guess wat?? I dont really can catch up wit the flow of the lecture. Soooo many new terms though have same meaning as I learnt b4.

I hope everythng will get bttr soon. As now m learning how to control my anger, sadness n avoid getting overwhelmed, diz situation challenging me. Wat hppn next I dunno but I hope I can make a rite decision.